I know it's been FOREVER since I have written in my blog. I should really keep up with it but every time I promise myself I will, then something happens and my promise is broken and I just hate broken promises!
I have been with Red Lake Rosie's Rescue now for about 5months now. It's incredible how the time flies! I was very busy from mid July till now. Puppies, applications, puppies, phone calls, puppies, my own family, puppies, my work(2jobs), puppies. Did I mention puppies? PHEW, are they hard work and I have had two litters! It's all worth it but sometimes you just can't take it anymore.
My honey FINALLY got the insulin pump thanks to my lovely parents. They aren't just lovely because they let us have the money for the insulin pump but this adds to their loveliness. ;) He's been wearing it since Aug. 6th and although right now it's a pain in the arse because we can't figure it out I think in the long run it will be well worth every penny! He says when it's spot on he feels so wonderful! He does act like he feels better too and that's what we want. We are looking into the continous glucose monitor now and am anxiously awaiting. If the insurance approves it then it means NO MORE finger sticks seven times a day! His fingers are quite sore. I told him he could use his arms and wrists but he says he doesn't want to look like a junky. He's so funny!
My eldest daughter is going off to college on Monday, the 24th of August, and I love that thought but if her car keeps breaking down it will never happen! We have fixed it and fixed it and fixed it and it keeps breaking. We are getting really aggreviated and that story is a story in itself! If you know of anyone who wants to give away a car that will run and won't break down every other day send them my way! I can't afford to pay them but I sure as heck don't care about charity/pride right now!
It just sucks because my honey makes such good money but with only one care and five people still living here we just can't seem to get ahead. I'm almost ready to just give up. ;(
Cool thing was that I was able to get a "reading" of one of my closest friends over the phone. She asked me what I could do over the phone and I just started talking. She was just totally amazed and still is talking about it. She says she feels I was given this gift to help people. She says she knows I'm "real" because things I was telling her I wouldn't be able to know and she thinks it's fascinating. She says I'm also so humble about it that she knows it's all real. I don't try to pretend with this.
I have someone else who wants to take me to 2 different places to "read" but we just haven't connected yet. We will though, soon!
Right now I feel drained. I feel cheated. I feel used and abused and I just want to crawl in a hole and go away. I'm trying to figure out what God is trying to prove by the car situation besides the fact that we need a new one! I GET that, if he would hand me some money MAYBE I would go and hand some cash to a car dealer and drive away! Yet I haven't seen that happen yet! So, what's his freaking point? Any clues?
So, that's me in a nutshell. Same old story just a different day, week, month!
14!
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