14!
6 years ago
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Money making
On Monday, March 28th 2011, I went and read a house. I was very excited because I hadn't done a house reading for a while. It was a very interesting read. The person who is there is related to the woman of the house, it's her aunt. Her aunt is pretty active and likes to do things to the couple. Meaning she opens cabinets, doors, turns on alarm clocks, etc. She isn't trying to be scary she just wants to be remembered. There is also a grandmother in the home as well who is also related to the woman of the house. The woman of the house was hoping to reconnect with a friend she had lost back in 2004 but I only was able to connect with her once I saw a picture of her. She died a very tragic death and I wasn't able to gather how she died but I did pick up waves of water but that she didn't drown. I'm not going to say how she died out of respect for the family and friends but just trust me it wasn't pleasant. :( At the end of the reading the woman gave me some money. I told her I don't take money and she shouldn't but she insisted. Instead of keeping the money I took the money and donated it to a friend of mine who walks in the Las Vegas AIDS walk for his late husband. I just felt this was the best thing for me to do. Karma I don't really want to mess with so if I keep Karma happy then I remain happy.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
New chapter in my life
We are going to be moving. My son actually is buying a house and we are just so excited about this. It's a rambler house which is going to be nice for hubby since he has RA and the stairs are just getting more and more difficult for him. :( All one level living. That's a MAJOR plus.
This move is going to be bringing changes in our lives and it's a little scary. Our 2 daughters and our grandson are going to have to get a place of their own because we aren't moving the whole family in with our son. The goal is to have the girls find their own homes and my hubby and I will live with our son for at least 3 years. We are going to have to rehome some of the animals, which is hard, but again it's a new chapter in our lives.
I also have taken an extended leave of absence from my work do to a break down. I am now seeing a counselor and so far I have learned:
1) I don't get enough solid sleep. I may be in bed alot but I don't sleep. I get too much interrupted sleep and so it doesn't allow my brain to rest.
2) I need to start learning to meditate. Well, that's not what they are calling it but it seems like that to me. I don't want to do this because then I start "seeing" more spirits but I can't very well tell the counselor that. LOL
3) I need to take a long hot bath, and do my breathing, at least every other day. Don't worry I actually take showers too when I'm not taking a bath so I'm staying clean. LOL. :)
4) I need to learn to say NO.
5) My children rule me. Gee, there's a shock.
6) I have been abused. I guess mentally. I don't remember any physical abuse. Again, no shock there I know that I have been. Now I just have to learn to "get over it"
7) Due to not sleeping the way I should my brain over thinks and goes to the "scary" places I worry about. So, the 2012 thing is driving me batty. So, when my brain gets fixated on this I must get up and do something else, like maybe exercise.
I'm sure there are some more things but I just don't remember.
Because I was a young mother and didn't party too much, and really never have been a big party person, I'm doing more of that. NO, I don't drink or anything but I have a new band I LOVE LOVE LOVE and every chance I get I go and see them play. I have also been to more concerts than I have ever been to and it's just WONDERFUL! I'm sort of doing the partying thing and it's pretty cool. I have often thought of sampling that beer, whine, wine cooler, here lately to see if I'm still allergic but just the thought of the consequence is not something I want to deal with. :)
I'm scared for my girls. Scared to move, but excited all at the same time. Scared to rehome some of my animals. Yet the fear is exciting to me. I know I'm strange.
Once my conseling is over, if it ever gets over, I will have to decide if going back to work is in my future. I have SERIOUSLY been considering getting paid for my "gift" but I still have a thing about that. Although there are so many gifted people like me and they are getting paid and still able to give what people want. So, I'm torn. Maybe I'm just getting more comfortable and confident in my abilities. Yes, I still get things wrong but I AM human, after all. :)
So, I'm accepting my new chapter of life. Bring it on, baby!
This move is going to be bringing changes in our lives and it's a little scary. Our 2 daughters and our grandson are going to have to get a place of their own because we aren't moving the whole family in with our son. The goal is to have the girls find their own homes and my hubby and I will live with our son for at least 3 years. We are going to have to rehome some of the animals, which is hard, but again it's a new chapter in our lives.
I also have taken an extended leave of absence from my work do to a break down. I am now seeing a counselor and so far I have learned:
1) I don't get enough solid sleep. I may be in bed alot but I don't sleep. I get too much interrupted sleep and so it doesn't allow my brain to rest.
2) I need to start learning to meditate. Well, that's not what they are calling it but it seems like that to me. I don't want to do this because then I start "seeing" more spirits but I can't very well tell the counselor that. LOL
3) I need to take a long hot bath, and do my breathing, at least every other day. Don't worry I actually take showers too when I'm not taking a bath so I'm staying clean. LOL. :)
4) I need to learn to say NO.
5) My children rule me. Gee, there's a shock.
6) I have been abused. I guess mentally. I don't remember any physical abuse. Again, no shock there I know that I have been. Now I just have to learn to "get over it"
7) Due to not sleeping the way I should my brain over thinks and goes to the "scary" places I worry about. So, the 2012 thing is driving me batty. So, when my brain gets fixated on this I must get up and do something else, like maybe exercise.
I'm sure there are some more things but I just don't remember.
Because I was a young mother and didn't party too much, and really never have been a big party person, I'm doing more of that. NO, I don't drink or anything but I have a new band I LOVE LOVE LOVE and every chance I get I go and see them play. I have also been to more concerts than I have ever been to and it's just WONDERFUL! I'm sort of doing the partying thing and it's pretty cool. I have often thought of sampling that beer, whine, wine cooler, here lately to see if I'm still allergic but just the thought of the consequence is not something I want to deal with. :)
I'm scared for my girls. Scared to move, but excited all at the same time. Scared to rehome some of my animals. Yet the fear is exciting to me. I know I'm strange.
Once my conseling is over, if it ever gets over, I will have to decide if going back to work is in my future. I have SERIOUSLY been considering getting paid for my "gift" but I still have a thing about that. Although there are so many gifted people like me and they are getting paid and still able to give what people want. So, I'm torn. Maybe I'm just getting more comfortable and confident in my abilities. Yes, I still get things wrong but I AM human, after all. :)
So, I'm accepting my new chapter of life. Bring it on, baby!
Another house reading
I'm going to be doing another house reading in the next week or so. I'm really quite excited because I haven't been getting very many of those. Most of the time the people want me to read them and let them know who is around them. That is just fine and I cease to amaze myself and usually the person I'm reading but I want to do a house reading. I'm getting my chance. Supposedly there is a spirit in the home and I guess at least one person has seen it but I don't know anything more than that. Which is fine, I don't want to know because then it isn't as real. I may also read the owner of the home too, but I'm most excited about this house reading. GO ME!
BINGO!
So, sometimes my hubby and I will go and play some bingo. We, of course, love it.
So, last Monday we went to play some bingo and all the time we were playing the man sitting across the table from me had a spirit bugging me to tell this man things. Luckily, I KNOW this man so after bingo was done I started talking to the man. Come to find out it was his grandfather. I actually made the man cry, which happens sometimes in a reading, but I felt bad. It was a good 2hr reading and I really think it went well. I love when I can make someone's night or day. Yet, at bingo? Really?
So, last Monday we went to play some bingo and all the time we were playing the man sitting across the table from me had a spirit bugging me to tell this man things. Luckily, I KNOW this man so after bingo was done I started talking to the man. Come to find out it was his grandfather. I actually made the man cry, which happens sometimes in a reading, but I felt bad. It was a good 2hr reading and I really think it went well. I love when I can make someone's night or day. Yet, at bingo? Really?
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