Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Another house reading

I'm going to be doing another house reading in the next week or so. I'm really quite excited because I haven't been getting very many of those. Most of the time the people want me to read them and let them know who is around them. That is just fine and I cease to amaze myself and usually the person I'm reading but I want to do a house reading. I'm getting my chance. Supposedly there is a spirit in the home and I guess at least one person has seen it but I don't know anything more than that. Which is fine, I don't want to know because then it isn't as real. I may also read the owner of the home too, but I'm most excited about this house reading. GO ME!

BINGO!

So, sometimes my hubby and I will go and play some bingo. We, of course, love it.
So, last Monday we went to play some bingo and all the time we were playing the man sitting across the table from me had a spirit bugging me to tell this man things. Luckily, I KNOW this man so after bingo was done I started talking to the man. Come to find out it was his grandfather. I actually made the man cry, which happens sometimes in a reading, but I felt bad. It was a good 2hr reading and I really think it went well. I love when I can make someone's night or day. Yet, at bingo? Really?

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Things are a brewing

I have been amazed here lately about the things that have been coming to me. I'm just so blessed and am so happy that I can help people just feel better about their loved ones.

Right now I have a man, and I believe I knew who he is, who wants to talk with his daughter. I have emailed her and explained a little about myself and am hoping that we can all chat together.

It's very hard to just email someone and tell them you have one of their relatives talking to you! People think you are some kind of nut job, to say the least.

I have a house "reading" on the 16th of this month and I'm really looking forward to this. I am traveling to Wi. in order to make this happen and I'm hoping it's a good reading!

I went on vacation Dec. 22nd and returned on Jan. 1st but before I left I had a reading with a family who lost their son not too long ago. A friend of mine is friends with them and I talked to her and had this boy talk with her also. She was convinced enough to tell his parents about me. I was able to go over there and connect with them all. I thanked them for allowing a stanger into their home and a crazy one at that. Not many people would do that! The step father I don't think really believed much of what I was saying until I started describing the viewing day of their son. I was telling them things perfect strangers would NOT know. There were a few other things they didn't know about which were validated by their daughter.

Even with the validations I get I still have so many doubts. I worry if I'm going to get the right loved on. Worried that some of the things I say will be so utterly wrong and just make me look even crazier. I tell people that I DO get things wrong but I tell them everything their loved one is saying no matter how strange it is to me because it could be something important to them.

I have one dear dear friend who says I need to really get in "tune" with my "gift" and stop doubting so much. She says God gave me this gift to help people. Everyone knows I LOVE helping the animals but she says I have a gift for helping people to. She says sometimes people just need to hear and remember things about their loved ones who have passed and I give them that. She says sometimes I can help them solve some mysteries too which is also cool. I have taken her advice and I'm "listening" more now. Because of that I have alot more people coming to talk with me.

I LOVE it, but still doubt it. My friend says that's what makes me so "real"! Because I'm so humble about it.

I also have another person talking to me but the person they are trying to communicate with has not appeared yet, or maybe I haven't crossed their paths yet.

I also have another woman I work with and she has an "Elvis" type man with her. I have spoke to her about this but she just shakes her head at me. I wish she would give me a little of her time so I could figure out WHO it is for her.

Anyway, I'm happy about my "gift" right now but still not one who will "brag" about it.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

emotional, to say the least

Last night I sent an email to a friend I knew in high school. He had a husband who passed away and has been having a rough time. His late husband was being a persistent person and wouldn't let me ignore him so I bit the bullet and emailed. I was SO nervous because I hadn't talked to this person in over twenty years and then to send an email that said his husband who has been gone for almost a year and a half was trying to get in touch with him? HOW crazy is that? I did it though and LATE last night he contacted me and asked me to call him. I was SO nervous I was shaking but I KNEW this was something that I had to do.

I asked him to just talk so I could see if I could "get" anything. I kept getting a picture and I finally told him what the picture was like and he said it was his husband. We talked for 3 1/2hrs. He was able to communicate and talk with his late husband and a few things were sorted out for him. Some questions he needed answered were answered, some were not. He wrote many things down so he could go back over them and just be able to maybe validate them later but he feels better now. He says this: "is incredibly amazed. There is a calm wave that ripples through my being tonight." To know that I was able to help him to be in this state is more than I can put into words. It's incredible.

I wasn't for sure if I was right about this. I just went with my instincts and was HOPING that I was right about this and took a big chance. This man's husband is incredible and I wish I would have been able to meet him when he was with us physically.

I feel so blessed right now to have made my friend's night/day. I told him if he ever felt like he needed to talk to his husband again to go ahead and call me and we could see if his husband would talk with him again. I told him I could never promise BUT I do know that his husband isn't going to be one that leaves me alone. :) I think he will be around awhile and I'm very blessed to be able to help him communicate. It's truly amazing.

I am blessed.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

just one of them days

I know it's been FOREVER since I have written in my blog. I should really keep up with it but every time I promise myself I will, then something happens and my promise is broken and I just hate broken promises!

I have been with Red Lake Rosie's Rescue now for about 5months now. It's incredible how the time flies! I was very busy from mid July till now. Puppies, applications, puppies, phone calls, puppies, my own family, puppies, my work(2jobs), puppies. Did I mention puppies? PHEW, are they hard work and I have had two litters! It's all worth it but sometimes you just can't take it anymore.

My honey FINALLY got the insulin pump thanks to my lovely parents. They aren't just lovely because they let us have the money for the insulin pump but this adds to their loveliness. ;) He's been wearing it since Aug. 6th and although right now it's a pain in the arse because we can't figure it out I think in the long run it will be well worth every penny! He says when it's spot on he feels so wonderful! He does act like he feels better too and that's what we want. We are looking into the continous glucose monitor now and am anxiously awaiting. If the insurance approves it then it means NO MORE finger sticks seven times a day! His fingers are quite sore. I told him he could use his arms and wrists but he says he doesn't want to look like a junky. He's so funny!

My eldest daughter is going off to college on Monday, the 24th of August, and I love that thought but if her car keeps breaking down it will never happen! We have fixed it and fixed it and fixed it and it keeps breaking. We are getting really aggreviated and that story is a story in itself! If you know of anyone who wants to give away a car that will run and won't break down every other day send them my way! I can't afford to pay them but I sure as heck don't care about charity/pride right now!

It just sucks because my honey makes such good money but with only one care and five people still living here we just can't seem to get ahead. I'm almost ready to just give up. ;(

Cool thing was that I was able to get a "reading" of one of my closest friends over the phone. She asked me what I could do over the phone and I just started talking. She was just totally amazed and still is talking about it. She says she feels I was given this gift to help people. She says she knows I'm "real" because things I was telling her I wouldn't be able to know and she thinks it's fascinating. She says I'm also so humble about it that she knows it's all real. I don't try to pretend with this.

I have someone else who wants to take me to 2 different places to "read" but we just haven't connected yet. We will though, soon!

Right now I feel drained. I feel cheated. I feel used and abused and I just want to crawl in a hole and go away. I'm trying to figure out what God is trying to prove by the car situation besides the fact that we need a new one! I GET that, if he would hand me some money MAYBE I would go and hand some cash to a car dealer and drive away! Yet I haven't seen that happen yet! So, what's his freaking point? Any clues?

So, that's me in a nutshell. Same old story just a different day, week, month!

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Puppy Mill Truck

Thought this was interesting so thought I would put on here.

http://www.puppymilltruck.com/

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Sometimes it's hard NOT to cry



This is my BABY girl, Alyssa, on her way to a fun day! The sun was shining and she looked stunning. I'm proud of her because she decided to go stag and had a fun time! We were praying NO rain till after 5pm and He answered our prayers. :)

This is my eldest daughter, Lea, with her stunningly beautiful flowers!
This is the happy couple in Rogers...Lea and Dj. Don't they look cute? Her in his tie? What was she thinking?

Last but not least, sisterly love. :)
Now you see why it's hard NOT to cry when I have been blessed with such beautiful daughters!