Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Family united

Today, 7/10/12, I was blessed with meeting a very beautiful family.  I had a reading for a woman and her whole family showed up.  :)   It was so nice to see a family that is truly united and close to one another.   During these times it's really hard to find families like this one.   It did my heart good, I really do feel blessed in meeting them.  
I feel like I didn't give them everything they wanted though.   I don't know if it was because there were too many people there?   I felt like I couldn't focus on just one person.  I was being drawn in so many directions!  I don't think I answered all their questions either but like my manager says you have some good days and you have some bad days.   
I do know the family is having a great celebration soon and I hope it works out for them and I hope all their dreams are met.   I hope whatever "demons" they are holding on to will soon let go.   They deserve happiness. 
This is a family which makes you happy just coming into contact with them.   They are beautiful inside and out! 
I also was able to "read" the house and it was interesting.   Most of the "spirits" in the home were the familie's loved ones.   There was a woman who wasn't a loved one but she considered herself to be one of the childrens mother.   He reminded her of her son.  
I just can't tell you how much I truly loved this family and their GORGEOUS home!    I wish I could have given them that "earth shattering" proof and answer they were looking for but I feel I failed them on that.
 Stay strong, stay united, and never let anyone or anything get in between that!

Monday, July 9, 2012

Am I trying too hard?

A woman on facebook shared a picture of a rescue dog who slipped her collar in Brooklyn Park on July 5, 2012.    I asked for some pictures and began getting things right away from this dog.   
I contacted the woman and told her where I thought she should look.  I was on the phone with her and I was able to tell her where things were and where I believed the dog, Rosie, was or had been.  I was on the phone with her for about an hour and a half. 
The next time I spoke with the woman I was on the phone for 3 1/2hrs!   I was telling her things that her search party and her hadn't even spotted yet.   I could see their headlights and their flashlights but they just couldn't find her.  
They have had people out there today, July 9th, 2012, in the same area and still no sign of Rosie. 
Has Rosie passed on and she was showing places she had been before she passed?   Is she really alive but now moved to a different part of the city?   
How could I know what some of these things were if Rosie wasn't showing me?   It couldn't have been the woman on the phone because some of the things I was describing she hadn't even found yet!!! 
I'm still wondering if she is in the lumber yard by where they were looking last night, July 8th, 2012?    I keep getting the lumber yard.   
It's SO frustrating at times because I can ALWAYS see where they have been but I'm not always accurate on if they are still there or not. 
I have a paid reading tomorrow and I'm trying to clear my mind so I can concentrate on that one.   Since I'm getting paid I want to get some good results.
I'm just praying they will find Rosie ALIVE!  
I feel I have failed.    I guess it's true that you can't win them all but it is VERY frustrating when so many people are counting on you.  :(

Monday, June 25, 2012

Animal communication

Animal communication is a new thing for me.  I have been dabbling in it for about a year now.   I have read dogs, cats, and even horses!    It has been quite interesting.  
I had went to an animal communcation class many many years ago but was accused of bringing spirits to this person's home because I carry them around in my back pocket!   No, I think the spirits were there before I arrived!   Needless to say she was always trying to get "inside" my head so I didn't finish the class.   While I was there though I did learn to communicate and realized it was something I wanted to dabble in.
I have made this INCREDIBLE friend and now I call her my manager.  She has led me to several animals to communicate with and I'm enjoying every minute of it!   
I have learned that dogs do have a tiny attention span and their minds are everywhere!   I also like to hear all the different voices they have.  I have one "client" who sounds like a munchkin.  I LOVE talking with him.  
I have found there are ALOT of people who want me to communicate with their animals and I think this is truly amazing and never thought I could be this popular.  :)    I just hope I can answer the questions people want to ask and I hope I can give them what they feel they need. 
I still can do human and house readings and I hope to do more of that but for now the animal communication is going well and I thank the Man above for blessing me with this gift. 

New adventures

I had struggled for a long time whether or not I should charge for my readings that I do.  
MANY friends said I needed to and my hubby keeps thinking I will make us rich!  HA! 
I prayed on it and prayed on it and I finally decided I would start charging.   My friends keep telling me I need to charge more but I just can't bring myself to do that.  I think when the time feels right I may do what they keep telling me but for now I'm not comfortable charging alot. 
So what do I charge?  I charge $30.00 an hour.  Most people with my "gift" charge $1.00-2.00 a minute.    I guess when I tell people this it leaves it open to give me what they feel their reading was worth to them.  
I want people to be happy with their readings and I don't like to disappoint.   I know I am human and I can err but I just hate when I do.
I have three people wanting to use my "talent" and I'm very excited in these new adventures.   I hope I can live up to the standards I am putting on myself. 
Here's to many happy readings!  

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Little D May 20, 1999-July 6, 2011




Every time I lose one of my babies I write their story so I can put in their box so in case I, or someone else, want to read it I can.

Sorry if this story doesn't make much sense and just rambles. I know I have forgotten things and possibly will add more when I remember but for now here is Little D's story.

Where do I start with Little D and his story. He has lived such a long life with us that I don’t even know if I can remember that far back. 12yrs is a long time for a dog to live, in this house. ;)
I don’t even remember WHY I wanted to get a little dog. We already had a black lab/golden retriever mix female dog. I guess I just made the mistake and went into the Northtown Mall in Blaine, Mn and saw that little dog looking back at me. I told Michael he was just the cutest little dachsund I had ever seen and I WANTED him. Michael resisted, like he always TRIED to do, but I asked the woman to get the little puppy out. She put him in Michael’s arms and Little d just started licking Michael’s face. That was it, he was going home with us. I think he was about 6-8wks old. He was a chihuahua/dachsund cross. He looked more like a dachsund than like a chihuahua. I remember walking him thru the mall and everyone looking at him and how cute he was and smiling at us as we walked thru the mall.
I think before we left the mall we had named him. Michael named him, as he named so many of our animals.
We had a friend living with us and we pulled up to the house and he just shook his head like he couldn’t believe we brought ANOTHER animal into the house. Of course he grew to love Little D just as much as we did.
I remember I had to show my parents and so they came over and mom and dad had ice cream. My dad sat down on the steps and Little d decided he wanted some too but my dad growled at him and scared him. I think that is what started the life long hatred of men. It was funny at the time but that little dog was really scared.
I did EVERYTHING you could do wrong with Little d that anyone could do wrong with a dog. I never took him into public and I never took him to puppy school. Never socialized him at all. He HATED to ride in the car because it just terrified him because every time we went into the car he had to go to the vet, another thing I did wrong! He would shake and shake and drool and everything. It was just really sad.
I remember taking him for his first distemper shot and bringing him home and he had an allergic reaction to it. I was freaking out. I knew NOTHING about dogs at this point. He had a huge knot at the vaccine site. I rushed him back into the vet and from then on he had to have a shot before his shot. LOL. He was always really good when we got there but as soon as we walked in he would defecate and urinate all over. 
I remember I was working for a vet clinic at the time he needed to get neutered and so I had him neutered at that vet. He was the BIGGEST cry baby ever! He just whined and screamed the whole night. I couldn’t even take him out of the kennel because he was such a big baby. It was a sad night but by the next day everything was fine.
He went thru so many foster animals and our OWN animals. He had a “wife” named Snickers and we gave her up and then he had gotten another “wife” named Roxy Roo. He watched her go on our living room floor. His best bud, KoKo, he watched leave this world on the living room floor also. All the foster dogs that came and went I’m sure he was thankful that he never had to leave.
Yet, there was this one time that someone had called and said we had too many animals so animal control told us we had to get rid of some of them so I decided that I should let Little D go. Well, I didn’t last long. I was SO depressed and I cried and couldn’t bare to have Little D gone so I called the woman I had given him too and she brought him back to me. As soon as he walked thru the door I bursted into tears! I told him I would NEVER EVER do that to him again, EVER. The thing is I lived up to that promise. I would go on vacation at times and when we moved in May of this year they had to be at the house(that he grew up in) for about a week or two but there was STILL someone there and we were there at night with them. He was freaking out because he didn’t know what was going on and why all the furniture was disappearing but it was ok when he got to come to the new house. He was SO happy to be back with us. I don’t know if the stress of the last month was what made his heart go bad or what. I guess I will never know.
When we had big dogs he would always go into their kennels and curl up and get the kennel to himself! He didn’t let anyone else get in there. It was pretty funny.
He LOVED to go outside in the summer time and take a tan. He would stay out there for hours upon hours. We had a wooden picnic table that he would sit on and be king of the house.  Yet once it hit below 70 you would not see him at all. It was just too cold for him.
He would always find the hole in the fence too, if there was one to find. He always kept his daddy on his toes to keep that fence fixed!
Every time Michael and I would say that he was a “crazy dog” he would get all crazy. It was so very cute!
I would whine and cry like a puppy and Little D would howl. I was never able to get that on video and now I’m sorry I didn’t.
Although we never ever really taught him any tricks he knew how to “sit pretty” for his food, crackers, or any food! He could hear a cracker wrapper from a mile away! He was very smart even though we never taught him anything.
He had the BIGGEST ears. We would call him Yoda all the time. It was very hard to a picture of him though because every time he heard the camera open or beep he would run away. LOL.
I remember when we first got him we had some ham and I thought I would let him have it. Well, that little dog bloated like you would not believe. Puking all night and everything. He was SO miserable but we learned our lesson that dogs can NOT have ham or at least as much as he got. Yet, every time we had ham he was right there! I guess he didn’t learn his lesson.
A few years ago my friend called me up and said that she heard what Little D was officially called. He was a chiweenie! We laughed and laughed and laughed so hard about that! We never knew that there was an actually “name” for his breed. I guess I had a designer dog all along!
I remember he would get up right next to us to snuggle under the covers at night. He would sleep so tight up against you that it was hard to move. Yet he was always so warm. I loved when he snuggled with me.
For being a mix, puppymill, petstore dog he never had any health issues! It was amazing and I was always telling people that.
I remember sometimes he would run out the door and all I had to do was say, “Little D come see momma, hurry hurry hurry.” And those little legs would just RUN as fast as they could to come and see me. Sometimes Michael wasn’t able to get him inside and that’s all I had to say and he would turn and run towards me. Michael would just shake his head and couldn’t believe that’s all I had to do.
Michael said today not even 5 minutes before he passed Little D asked to go outside. He said he took him outside and he walked around the fence area, ate some grass(like he always did), and went to a pile of dirt, put his front feet on the dirt mound, put his nose to sky and then looked at Michael. Michael said, “Yep, you’re king of the hill!” I think that Little D was communicating to God at that point and we just didn’t know it. I was taking a nap but I heard Michael take the dogs out. Sasha and Jersey came back to the bed with me and then I heard Little D pacing in the hallway. I thought it was MoMo but then I figured out it was Little D. Then all of a sudden I heard a yelp or yip and I jumped out of bed. Jersey and Sasha at the point were barking and Michael said MoMo was barking and trying to get Michael’s attention. When I jumped up the 2 girls followed me into the hallway. In the hallway right in front of the door was laying Little D. He had deficated and was just laying there not moving. I screamed at Michael and Michael came over and asked what the hell was going on. Then Little D’s breathing got labored. He didn’t drool, didn’t growl, didn’t cry again, didn’t have any blood, no white gums, NOTHING. Just laying there. Not even seizure activity. I just petted him and started crying knowing I was going to lose him. Michael said, “Damn it, D. Dying like my dad did in the hallway by a heartattack!” That was really hard to hear. I told him to just not fight and just to go and that we loved him. Odd thing was that earlier when I had went to take a nap he jumped on the bed and snuggled with me like nothing at all was wrong. It was all so sudden. I guess if I had to choose I would want it more like that than any other way. I wrapped him up and took him outside and as soon as Michael stepped outside to lock the door a hearse drove by.
I called my mom and she said that she knew something was going to happen today because things were so quiet at her house and yet there were some unexplained noises. She also felt nervous. She cried with me. Michael cried too.
We will miss you, Little D, D.D., Little Dog, Little Devil, Little Dachsund, Little Daddy’s dog, Little shit!


Sunday, June 26, 2011

Again it is calling

My hubby and I went on our very first vacation that was just the two of us with NO children or grandchildren. It was much needed and a very good vacation, if I do say so myself. :)
While we were on our vacation I did have a few experiences. One was at my hubby's mother's house. She had brought out some cufflinks that had belonged to her father and she wanted my hubby to have them. He brought them in our room that night and I had some major things going on! I had things sounding like they were being dropped but upon investigating, NOTHING. A young man kept falling me! A little boy sat at the side of the bed, licking a lollipop, and staring at me! It was just all very terrifying! Somehow this was related to his grandfather's cufflinks but I'm not sure if it WAS his grandfather. Very interesting though.
Before I left on vacation I had to go to my friend's parent's farm and "read" their barn. They have a spirit in there who has done some things in the past and they just wanted to know who it was. They have named her Claire. She loves chickens and has been making herself noticed because she doesn't like the gate they have in a particular area because that use to be a doorway and now it's blocked. Very nice woman. Now I'm suppose to go over and see if she is OK with the name they gave her. :) While there I "read" their grandson and he is still trying to figure out who is with him. Will have to sit down with him and his mother, I think, to get to the bottom of who this person is!
While on vacation I was able to visit my parents and my mother wanted to know how I saw with her so I was able to tell her. Plus, I found out that the woman who I had always thought was watching over our family was NOT who I thought she was. I had always thought, from what my hubby had described, that it was my maternal grandmother. My mother has a picture of her mother and then of her father's mother. My hubby saw these pictures and asked if my mom had a picture of Grandma Ruby(the woman who I thought was watching over us) on the fridge. I told him that she did and so he took me in the kitchen and said, "Is this your Grandma Ruby?" OMGosh! NO, it was my paternal grandmother who I guess my mother and myself look like. It was a truly interesting discovery!
Now, I am back from vacation and I have some people who want me to do a reading. Not sure what they are looking for but will help if I can.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Money making

On Monday, March 28th 2011, I went and read a house. I was very excited because I hadn't done a house reading for a while. It was a very interesting read. The person who is there is related to the woman of the house, it's her aunt. Her aunt is pretty active and likes to do things to the couple. Meaning she opens cabinets, doors, turns on alarm clocks, etc. She isn't trying to be scary she just wants to be remembered. There is also a grandmother in the home as well who is also related to the woman of the house. The woman of the house was hoping to reconnect with a friend she had lost back in 2004 but I only was able to connect with her once I saw a picture of her. She died a very tragic death and I wasn't able to gather how she died but I did pick up waves of water but that she didn't drown. I'm not going to say how she died out of respect for the family and friends but just trust me it wasn't pleasant. :( At the end of the reading the woman gave me some money. I told her I don't take money and she shouldn't but she insisted. Instead of keeping the money I took the money and donated it to a friend of mine who walks in the Las Vegas AIDS walk for his late husband. I just felt this was the best thing for me to do. Karma I don't really want to mess with so if I keep Karma happy then I remain happy.